Later, Mary was angered by the men when they insisted that she had been at the site of the crucifixion when Jesus had been taken from the cross and that she had watched as the body was prepared for burial. Fearing for her life, Mary left Jerusalem before the crucifixion was finished. She had seen a man who was pointing her out to a man known as "the strangler." Frightened, she told her guide that they were in danger. Mary’s deepest regret from the day of her son’s death is that she did not stay with him until he died. Perhaps, he had experienced a frightening revelation that he was not comfortable sharing with anyone. When Mary saw Lazarus return from the dead, he appeared to be someone who seemed to be steps from dying again. Mary describes an unnatural feel surrounding both instances. Mary’s narrative includes the stories of the raising of Lazarus from the dead and Jesus’ act of changing water into wine. She also wishes that he had paid more attention to her warnings when she tried to tell him at the wedding in Cana that he needed to come home. She wishes she had paid more attention to the company he kept. She senses the men’s frustration when she tells them only the details that she knows to be true.Īs Mary thinks through her son’s life, she wonders what she could have done differently to save him. Mary remembers the cruelty, the viciousness, and the confusion of that day. She senses that they are suspicious of her and are impatient with her reluctance to cooperate.
She does not like the men, even though they do take care of her needs. Two of Jesus’ followers visit Mary regularly to discuss the events of the crucifixion. When Mary learns that the men who followed Jesus believe that he died to redeem the world, she tells them that she believes the world is not worth the sacrifice. As Mary tries to come to terms with her own grief and regrets, she still lives with the fear that she will be killed because of her son’s actions. Mary’s story is written in the months after the crucifixion when Jesus’ followers are questioning her for information to write stories of Jesus’ life and death. As such, page numbers could vary on different devices.Ĭolm Tóibín’s novel The Testament of Mary gives a gut-wrenching look at the crucifixion of Jesus from the fictional viewpoint of Mary, his mother. |1 .NOTE: All citations refer to the Kindle version of The Testament of Mary. |a A provocative imagining of the later years of the mother of Jesus finds her living a solitary existence in Ephesus years after her son's crucifixion and struggling with guilt, anger, and feelings that her son is not the son of God and that His sacrifice was not for a worthy cause. |a "With tracks every 3 minutes for easy book marking"-Container. |a Recording originally produced by Simon & Schuster Audio, p2013. Reducing the chance of dying to a natural 1 from 5 to 0. |a 3 audio discs (3 hr.) : |b digital |c 4 3/4 in. Asmodeus is born in Bonston before the continental drift, he was tortured by Lucifer himself, he was turned into the seventh Prince of Hell, as the same time as the other Princes of Hell, he turns a human into one of the Seven Deadly Sins, Lust. |a Prince Frederick, MD : |b Recorded Books, |c |a The testament of Mary |h / |c Colm Tóibín.